Same ol', same ol'

I have been one to always try to find the fullest of each and every day. To try to live each day as happily and "life-driven" as possible. I am due for something crazy and out of the ordinary. I need something just flat out stupid and non-routine to do.

I have spent this past month and a half trying rebuild everything. I am sure that  my life is close to being whole again. Like I said a few posts ago, time is what I need to heal. But I think what will help me is just a "life affirming" act.

Its time for an extreme adrenaline rush. I have been thankful enough to see the support and love from the ones I care the most about. I could not have asked for more. Now I just need to go out and show that my life is back in order (mostly anyways). It might not actually ever the same, but I am needing to break this routine of reliving the past. I have to live for the future with every hope and drive. My routine will be new but similar in several aspects.

Who knows, I could just walk out the door with nothing on...but maybe in the spring, the weather is getting a little brisk.

Fight for a better tomorrow