Missing

I have to keep telling myself that it is going to take time to heal. That something of this magnitude is not going to go away instantly. I sure do miss every reality I conjured up when we

were friends. I have had to give up a lot lately. For better or worse there is still somethings that I will never be able to give up. They just mean WAY too much to me. They were, actually are my
life. I invested my entire being into their lives that I know I will remain there. It definitely will not happen by tomorrow or next week, but I pray that I can enter back into everyone's lives at some point in the near future. I would still stake my life on their everything. Some will still hate for it but I guess that comes with the meaning of sacrifice.

Sacrifice.....sacrifice.....I have to go think some more. Tomorrow's will be on "Sacrifice"