For some reason I have found myself getting really angry lately. I completely lose control with my anger. Thankfully it hasn't been directed towards any human being so far, but I feel that the inanimate objects around my house would be clutching in fear right now at my presence if they could.
I don't know what has set me off so bad. Maybe it is the stress of not knowing what the future holds. Maybe it is the piling bills because I am completely unable to hear back from a job. Maybe it is the seclusion that I face while everyone is "home" for summer vacation. Or maybe it is just built up rage that just has to be let out.
Whatever it may be, I do not want it to be ruling my life like it is. I only find refuge if I am not around my usual places of living. I think this is huge calling that I NEED a vacation. But then I get upset again because I have dogs to take care of, and I don't really have the finances to go right now. Win the lottery? YES PLEASE!!!!!!
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