Well today has been one of the worst days I have had in a long time. I finally had an interview for a job after waiting for something for over a month and a half. I showered, put on a suit, brushed me teeth, and sprayed my best cologne, only to be told "sorry, we can coimpletely full and can't take on anyone new."
After a month and a half...complete devastation. And the day didn't end there. I wass supposed to get my refund from Financial Assistance early this week. It wasn't until today till someone in that office told me that I didn't have all of the necessary things completed. I was told since Friday that everything had been processed. EVERYTHING!!!
With this, I will be lucky to get my refund by monday or tuesday. I absolutely needed that money this past monday. I guess that is my luck. I'm completely out of money, with a car to fix, and no job in sight. Not only am I down to eating about a meal a day at best, but my dogs haven't eaten in almost a week. My heart sinks as I see my puppy lick the floor around his food bowl desperately searching for food. The only thing I can say is "wait one more day buddy, I will have the money to get you food."
I have been able to always look towards the future to where the gas is greener on the other side of the fence, but now I am close to losing hope for the future. I have lost a lot of motivation with things that have happened today. I am close to tears as my dogs look at me wondering why things are like this.
I know I am joining the huge amount of people that have to worry from day to day whether things will be ok. I really wish things will be ok.
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